JJ roCks! After the orientation camp my perspective of JJ took a dramatic 180 degrees rotation! The thing that left me with the deepest impression was not the games.. not the cheers nor dances.. but the PEOPLE! Everyone was so amiable and erm.. (lost for words) simply nice. Not implying that the rest of the events were bad.. they were GREAT! Cheering took up quite a big portion of the whole camp and the dances stirred the entire contingent into a wild frenzy. Even those seemingly shy and introvert kind of people joined in! That's the JJ spirit! haha.. To end it all, we had a mass dance again and more cheers! HAha.. That day, everyone left JJ.. forgetting we were once strangers.


To backtrack a little, our zone had a combined cell group meeting on thursday.. and i was to share my testimony. haha was really excited about that! When Sis Jerblinn announced for me to go up on stage, i went.Till then everything was fine.. BUT when Sis MingHui handed the mic over to me.. i quavered a little.. i was like.. "this soft-spoken and a-bit-lack-of-confidence-when-speaking girl is going to speak to 100+ people!" Before that i could visualise myself speaking everything so nicely.. but reality was so different! With trembling hand, i took the mic from Sis MingHui.. and.. for-some biological-reason my throat was suddenly so dry. I tried to speak.. but no words came out.. haha horrible experience.. but anyway, when i finally uttered some words out.. they were all-the-words-you-can-find-in-the-thesaurus-under-the-word-"shaky".. For a moment i thought that whole chunk of words were never to be read out by me.. Some commented that i sounded like i was crying. haha.. GOSH. But thank God that was only the introduction of what i was to convey.. I tried to put away my fears and focus on what i was going to say.. As i gained 'momentum', everything just flowed out as it was during the rehearsals.. And I went on and on and on.. However when i was speaking, i knew just then that it was the Holy Spirit speaking through me and helping me through. Praise the Lord! For if it wasn't for the Holy Spirit, i think I'd be standing there, shaking and stuttering even more.. and Sis MingHui would just snatch the paper and mic away from me and read it for me, and left me standing there watching her.. haha.. Imagination went wild. but the idea is there lah. Thank God she didn't have to do that.. haha.. That was a traumatic but a really special experience for me. So glad that i was able to share about the marvellous works that God has done in my life! =) Hallelujah!

Schooling is coOl

Woo! Today's my first day of school (in 4 mths) in JJ!! It was FUN! Well, not as bad as i thought.. =P Starting to fall in love with it! The JJ's spirit rOcks! Everything in it was so nice! The people.. the cheers.. the dances!(except the food la =P) But good! Keeps me in shape.. =) Can't wait for the 3-day orientation camp on thursday!! haha.. Praise the Lord! A lot of my ex-classmates were there also! So loved. haha..
Anyway, i couldn't sleep last night.. tossed and turned.. suddenly had an inspiration to write a poem.. haha.. and it was like 2++am. Aileen always does weird things. Okie, decided to put it up. =) Here's how it goes..
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To God,
When secrets and lies surround me,
I was depressed and yes, frustrated.
Then You came into my mind
And made them seem so small,
For Your magnificance loomed over them.
Shadowing them, You reminded me
That i can be more than a conqueror,
Through You who strengthen me.
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Ya Amen! For we are weak but You are strong! For we are small but You are big! Hallelujah!

JJC - My future school

Just woke up, and went to check my posting.. admitted to Jurong JC haha.. well, has its pros and cons.. It's near my house, a lot of friends over there.. but the uniform is..okie la average. So vain rite.. =P Okie, but anyway, God has led me here and i believe there're more to come! Very excited to go there too! Remember months ago, i can't even get into Kampong JC. But by God's grace i have had a chance to go SAJC just that the whole cohort is doing really well this year.. so the competition is really strong. But nevertheless, i believe that there's a reason for everything. God wants to use me, over there, to make a difference! So i'm really excited (in advance) for all the works that God is going to work through me! =) Praise the Lord!

Wonderful wonderful..

Today! I was really impacted by the preaching! I've learnt that everything i do will be recorded by God and I'll be judged according to what the book has recorded.. This hit me right into my heart! It'll be scary to look at a book thickened with all your bad deeds and i think the first question you'll ask yrself is "Was i really that bad?!" Oh no.. hate to imagine that scenerio.. okie! so from now on.. I'm gonna be a nicer fellow! One who is more sensitive to the Holy Spirit and my environment.. Well, i may not be one YET but i know i'm progressing on the right track with the guidance of the Holy Spirit! So looking forward to the marvellous things i'm going to do! I'm not trying to brag becos everything i do is not by my own might but by God's! So in future if i do anything miraculously good, it's just God working through me! All glory to Him! =)

kai mu dian li =)

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HAHA so amazing! OKie! finally set my heart to creating this thingy.. HAHA.. yea! will be sharing some of my innermost (or innermore if there's such a word =P) thoughts, my life, my God, and everything else.. and of cos some will be censored due to privacy reasons ;) okie! that's all for now! smile! =)